What "Will" happen

I like to thank all my friends and readers who have given comments on my blog and photos which I have taken. Its been some time since I get to write online. Most of my thoughts are written down on my own ediary which I dun really share.

Recently, I saw my future in a very uncertain mist. Much of the time I spend walking like a zombie, passing time without much an aim. It seems like a spiritual reccession for me. Words that are spoken like empty bags of air.

Can't sleep for nuts at night, left me half dead in the day and almost useless to the world. Holding the gates of of mind desperately preventing random useless thoughts to swamp my already helpless being.

I felt a very powerful force is just waiting outside the door of my heart. Like a strong arm that's gotta pull me out of the drowning waves, its going to be my guiding light shining so bright that no clouds or storm is going to overcome it, a harmonious flow of energy so soothing to my being that I can rest my soul upon. There is no turning back, just one life one chance one day one moment......

Where is the strong will I need to revitalised myself. Its a question I asked myself this morning when I was awaken. My sensei told me to will my being with a unified body, mind and spirit. That's what separates humanity and animal instinct. My next mission is to build a strong will, that's my path of the warrior.

"When you have nothing left, show me what you got....."
- Shihan Take